God took me out of a place that I knew forever Some say it’s fruitful, especially with slightly warmer weather I’m an honest man, I work an honest 9-5 Sometimes its crunching overtime, I can’t complain man I survive And I live it with the love of my life 3 kids, who is also the reflection of I You see me, you see them & my wife is vice versa Trying to connect the dots, in this line is like cursive I’m trying to find my purpose; a needle in a haystack I’m finding inspiration with things that I knew way way back I found a folder with over 200 songs, every one I’m spitting on From the aughts, and to beyond From the days I was just hungry trying to get put on The blocks I built this flow upon, them memories is something strong Honestly man those days was here and gone. And if I put it out now, It would probably feel so wrong. I’m no longer asking for features, i’m tired of people That who really need you, but in the end they don't want to feed you They try to leech you, but I beat I 'em to the punch and now they face is all scrunched up And now they calling me all types of diva That’s what I get for eager thoughts but I’m better needed where I’m really wanted And that there is the arms of Jesus Believe it, he’ll never be defeated If I abide in him, my life’s in him And if I die, I rise in him I don’t wanna be a pillar of salt I just wanna be the salt of the world I don’t wanna be a pillar of salt I just wanna be the salt of the world I had a dream about my baby boy, we was shopping for some toys I noticed that he was still coy But behold I was so full of joy, he standing next me. I thought my eyes had messed with me, his height had got the best of me. I told my wife to take a look at us, is something different? Is the boy taller than me? Or am I really tripping? But I wasn’t, in that dream; God had to told me something He was going be bigger than me, just know I love you younging Just because he’s always screaming doesn’t mean he’s troubled Just because he’s autistic doesn’t mean he’s puzzled He’s still learning all the things that we take for granted And if he doesn’t talk, it doesn’t mean he doesn’t love you These are things, that at times that I tell myself And everyone is not against you, don’t deny the help God knew just what to do for me to find myself I can never turn around, don’t look back deny yourself I don’t wanna be a pillar of salt I just wanna be the salt of the world I don’t wanna be a pillar of salt I just wanna be the salt of the world I don’t wanna be a pillar of salt I just wanna be the salt of the world I just wanna be a, nah I don't wanna be a